1 00:00:18,477 --> 00:00:22,356 {\an8}"The Narrow River Killing refers to the brutal murder 2 00:00:22,440 --> 00:00:23,774 {\an8}of Paul Sparling. 3 00:00:23,858 --> 00:00:28,028 Fellow student Shane Martin was arrested for first-degree murder, 4 00:00:28,112 --> 00:00:30,030 though it was widely believed 5 00:00:30,114 --> 00:00:33,617 his classmate, Oliver St. Ledger, was responsible for the crime." 6 00:00:33,701 --> 00:00:36,036 When I was high school, a kid drowned. 7 00:00:36,120 --> 00:00:37,997 I was, um, involved. 8 00:00:38,080 --> 00:00:39,915 Paul just attacked Shane. 9 00:00:39,999 --> 00:00:43,711 And Shane just kept on pushing Paul's head underwater. 10 00:00:43,794 --> 00:00:45,880 - You're a fucking liar. - Ciara. 11 00:00:45,963 --> 00:00:48,716 - What are you talking about? - Don't follow me. 12 00:00:48,799 --> 00:00:50,718 Did you forget the restraining order, Shyla? 13 00:00:50,801 --> 00:00:52,970 You need to get Oliver St. Ledger away from my family. 14 00:00:53,053 --> 00:00:54,638 I don't know what you're talking about. 15 00:00:54,722 --> 00:00:58,225 Oliver St. Ledger is living with my little sister. 16 00:00:58,309 --> 00:00:59,643 Megan? 17 00:00:59,727 --> 00:01:01,437 What the fuck, Shyla? 18 00:01:01,520 --> 00:01:03,022 I am going to help you get rid of him. 19 00:01:03,105 --> 00:01:04,148 I'm gonna take care of it. 20 00:01:04,231 --> 00:01:05,983 - No, you won't. - Shyla, I need you 21 00:01:06,066 --> 00:01:08,486 to trust me that I'm gonna handle this on my own. 22 00:01:08,569 --> 00:01:10,321 - - Oliver, you there? 23 00:01:10,404 --> 00:01:13,866 This woman, Ciara, is not who you think she is. 24 00:01:13,949 --> 00:01:16,827 It's Megan Martin. She's Shane's sister. 25 00:01:16,911 --> 00:01:18,579 It's okay, Dan. 26 00:01:18,662 --> 00:01:20,456 He knows. 27 00:01:31,842 --> 00:01:33,844 {\an8} 28 00:01:33,928 --> 00:01:37,181 {\an8}Anything they start off fighting about, he can bring it back to that. 29 00:01:37,264 --> 00:01:38,516 {\an8}I mean, this time, 30 00:01:38,599 --> 00:01:40,768 {\an8}it was about how mom never puts gas in the car 31 00:01:40,851 --> 00:01:42,394 {\an8}and he always has to do it when he's already late. 32 00:01:42,478 --> 00:01:45,105 You know, and somehow he brings it back to how my school wants me to apply 33 00:01:45,189 --> 00:01:46,649 to all these private, 34 00:01:46,732 --> 00:01:48,359 out-of-state D1 colleges for lacrosse 35 00:01:48,442 --> 00:01:49,443 and it makes him look like the bad guy, 36 00:01:49,527 --> 00:01:51,070 'cause he can't afford any of them. 37 00:01:51,153 --> 00:01:53,906 Shane, I mean, your dad is the Kevin Garnett 38 00:01:53,989 --> 00:01:56,575 of talking shit about Bridgefield. 39 00:01:56,659 --> 00:01:59,954 You know? And, also, there's such a thing as lacrosse scholarships. 40 00:02:00,037 --> 00:02:01,413 Ivies don't have athletic scholarships. 41 00:02:01,497 --> 00:02:03,165 And nowhere else is gonna be a full ride. 42 00:02:03,249 --> 00:02:04,708 Whatever. I mean, talking about why 43 00:02:04,792 --> 00:02:06,377 all these schools are no-go's also pisses him off. 44 00:02:06,460 --> 00:02:08,546 - Mm. - You're so lucky. 45 00:02:08,629 --> 00:02:10,005 Yeah, I know you think so. 46 00:02:10,089 --> 00:02:12,716 I'm not even talking about being able to afford Stanford. 47 00:02:12,800 --> 00:02:16,053 Being able to afford to buy Stanford and rename it after yourself. 48 00:02:16,136 --> 00:02:17,721 St. Ledger University. 49 00:02:17,805 --> 00:02:19,807 Shut-shut up, dude, please. 50 00:02:19,890 --> 00:02:21,642 I'm talking about not having to listen 51 00:02:21,725 --> 00:02:25,145 to your parents screaming at each other every five minutes. 52 00:02:25,229 --> 00:02:27,147 Over something you can't change and neither can they. 53 00:02:27,231 --> 00:02:28,524 Well, I mean, to want to argue about shit, 54 00:02:28,607 --> 00:02:30,442 you kind of got to care about it. 55 00:02:30,526 --> 00:02:32,736 You know? It's not that difficult. 56 00:02:32,820 --> 00:02:36,323 Well, I mean, anytime mine want to stop caring so much, that would be great. 57 00:02:36,407 --> 00:02:39,326 But they won't, 'cause they can't live unless they're up my ass. 58 00:02:39,410 --> 00:02:41,579 My sister can't either. I mean, Shyla moved to fucking Pawtucket, 59 00:02:41,662 --> 00:02:42,997 and she's still trying to be my boss. 60 00:02:43,080 --> 00:02:44,498 Aw. 61 00:02:44,582 --> 00:02:46,792 - What I would give... to be you. - Here we go. 62 00:02:46,876 --> 00:02:47,877 For one day. 63 00:02:47,960 --> 00:02:50,254 Just one. Just to try, just to see. 64 00:02:50,337 --> 00:02:52,798 Not even for the money. Just for the, like... 65 00:02:52,882 --> 00:02:54,300 silence. 66 00:02:58,929 --> 00:03:01,307 I might've told Paul we would be here. 67 00:03:01,390 --> 00:03:03,309 Whatever. He's not a bad guy if you give him a chance. 68 00:03:03,392 --> 00:03:05,561 You say that every single time. 69 00:03:05,644 --> 00:03:07,646 He's just insecure. 70 00:03:07,730 --> 00:03:10,357 I promise, if you hang in there, eventually, he stops being such a dick. 71 00:03:10,441 --> 00:03:12,818 Prove it. 72 00:03:12,902 --> 00:03:14,945 - What does that even mean? - Sup, fuckheads? 73 00:03:18,032 --> 00:03:19,366 You gonna be okay? What's up? 74 00:03:19,450 --> 00:03:21,368 What's up is I fucking ran here. 75 00:03:21,452 --> 00:03:22,536 You're kidding. From Bridgefield? 76 00:03:22,620 --> 00:03:24,038 Yeah, that's right, shithead. 77 00:03:24,121 --> 00:03:26,332 Wow. Well, I know Coach said you need to do more cardio, 78 00:03:26,415 --> 00:03:27,708 but damn. 79 00:03:31,337 --> 00:03:33,422 You guys are so into this place. 80 00:03:33,505 --> 00:03:35,132 I mean, it was cool for, like, 81 00:03:35,215 --> 00:03:36,634 I don't know, five minutes in middle school. 82 00:03:36,717 --> 00:03:38,802 But Jesus. 83 00:03:38,886 --> 00:03:41,055 And don't you literally have, like, a massive house 84 00:03:41,138 --> 00:03:43,599 with a fucking... helipad? 85 00:03:43,682 --> 00:03:45,059 There's no helipad. 86 00:03:45,142 --> 00:03:47,478 Why would anybody want to hang out here instead of there? 87 00:03:47,561 --> 00:03:50,606 Your dad have, like, a "no peasant" rule or something? 88 00:03:50,689 --> 00:03:51,982 Oh, 'cause I'm a peasant, right? 89 00:03:52,066 --> 00:03:54,485 A scholarship peasant? Yeah, I've been in there. 90 00:03:54,568 --> 00:03:56,362 Has your dad even lived in that house before? 91 00:03:56,445 --> 00:03:57,863 Like, uh... 92 00:03:57,947 --> 00:03:59,865 even when you were a baby? 93 00:03:59,949 --> 00:04:02,326 'Cause my dad says your dad hasn't been back to Narragansett 94 00:04:02,409 --> 00:04:03,702 since, like, the '90s. 95 00:04:03,786 --> 00:04:05,120 How would your dad even know that? 96 00:04:05,204 --> 00:04:06,246 Well, he's in global finance, 97 00:04:06,330 --> 00:04:08,123 too, dude. People talk to each other. 98 00:04:08,207 --> 00:04:09,375 It's a... network. 99 00:04:09,458 --> 00:04:10,793 Who cares? All right? 100 00:04:10,876 --> 00:04:13,462 Ollie's house is fucking freezing, and none of the furniture is comfortable. 101 00:04:13,545 --> 00:04:15,381 - Okay? - Yeah. 102 00:04:15,464 --> 00:04:17,049 What the... 103 00:04:17,132 --> 00:04:19,426 Are you fucking kidding me? There's mosquitoes now? 104 00:04:19,510 --> 00:04:20,469 Come on. 105 00:04:20,552 --> 00:04:21,595 Is your mom in town? 106 00:04:21,679 --> 00:04:23,597 Is that why we can't go to your house? 107 00:04:23,681 --> 00:04:26,266 - What's your fucking deal, dude? - Uh, it's buggy and clammy here, 108 00:04:26,350 --> 00:04:28,268 and it doesn't not smell like pee. 109 00:04:28,352 --> 00:04:29,728 Uh, you have a house, too, dipshit. 110 00:04:29,812 --> 00:04:32,106 Yeah, well, they're selling it. 111 00:04:33,273 --> 00:04:36,151 'Cause the whole divorce is my dad punishing my mom 112 00:04:36,235 --> 00:04:39,029 for getting mad at him for cheating, so... 113 00:04:40,406 --> 00:04:41,907 That's hard. 114 00:04:41,991 --> 00:04:43,826 I'm really sorry. 115 00:04:45,953 --> 00:04:46,996 Thanks. 116 00:04:49,081 --> 00:04:50,290 How is your mom doing? 117 00:04:50,374 --> 00:04:51,625 Shittily. 118 00:04:51,709 --> 00:04:53,752 - Why? - Just sucks. That's all. 119 00:04:55,587 --> 00:04:58,465 Makes total sense why she'd be having a tough time with everything. 120 00:04:58,549 --> 00:05:00,801 Yeah. Makes total sense 121 00:05:00,884 --> 00:05:04,346 your mom would be running her mouth again about someone she barely fucking knows. 122 00:05:04,430 --> 00:05:05,931 Fuck you. She knows her. 123 00:05:06,015 --> 00:05:07,141 Yeah, from sidelines and sport banquets, 124 00:05:07,224 --> 00:05:08,392 but not really. 125 00:05:08,475 --> 00:05:09,476 What are you even talking about? 126 00:05:09,560 --> 00:05:12,229 You just seem like you know something, Shane, so you tell me. 127 00:05:12,312 --> 00:05:14,648 Your mom's the one saying shit she heard from somebody 128 00:05:14,732 --> 00:05:16,483 who heard it from somebody like it's fucking real. 129 00:05:16,567 --> 00:05:18,110 - She saw it in the paper, Paul. - Who reads 130 00:05:18,193 --> 00:05:19,319 the local news? No one. 131 00:05:19,403 --> 00:05:20,404 When... 132 00:05:20,487 --> 00:05:22,698 When NPD arrest someone, it's always in the local police blotter. 133 00:05:22,781 --> 00:05:24,324 I'm not saying it should be, but-- 134 00:05:24,408 --> 00:05:25,743 She didn't think she was gonna need a basket, 135 00:05:25,826 --> 00:05:27,411 and then she had too many things in her hands, 136 00:05:27,494 --> 00:05:29,413 so she was gonna go get one. 137 00:05:29,496 --> 00:05:31,165 I mean, she didn't even leave the fucking store, 138 00:05:31,248 --> 00:05:33,834 and now everybody thinks she's a fucking thief! 139 00:05:39,923 --> 00:05:41,759 You know what? I'm sorry. 140 00:05:41,842 --> 00:05:43,761 - Yeah, I'm sorry, too. - Yeah. 141 00:05:43,844 --> 00:05:47,389 I'm sorry your mom's a bitch who won't shut the fuck up. 142 00:05:50,601 --> 00:05:52,019 Man, what's your fucking problem? 143 00:05:54,855 --> 00:05:56,148 Hey, guys! 144 00:05:57,441 --> 00:05:59,318 - Guys! - Fucking-- 145 00:05:59,401 --> 00:06:01,028 Oh! Ow... 146 00:06:01,111 --> 00:06:02,112 Take a fucking second! 147 00:06:02,196 --> 00:06:03,489 - Take a second, okay? Chill. - Fuck! Fuck! 148 00:06:03,572 --> 00:06:05,532 Chill out. 149 00:06:07,284 --> 00:06:09,286 ♪ Who are you ♪ 150 00:06:09,369 --> 00:06:11,038 ♪ To wave your finger? ♪ 151 00:06:11,121 --> 00:06:15,501 ♪ You must have been out your head ♪ 152 00:06:16,585 --> 00:06:20,756 ♪ Eyehole deep in muddy waters ♪ 153 00:06:20,839 --> 00:06:22,508 ♪ You practically raised ♪ 154 00:06:22,591 --> 00:06:24,468 - ♪ The dead ♪ - Stop! 155 00:06:24,551 --> 00:06:26,887 ♪ Rob the grave ♪ 156 00:06:26,970 --> 00:06:28,639 ♪ To snow the cradle ♪ 157 00:06:28,722 --> 00:06:29,765 ♪ Then burn ♪ 158 00:06:29,848 --> 00:06:32,267 ♪ The evidence down ♪ 159 00:06:34,478 --> 00:06:38,398 ♪ Soapbox house of cards and glass so ♪ 160 00:06:38,482 --> 00:06:42,736 ♪ Don't go tossing your stones around ♪ 161 00:06:42,820 --> 00:06:45,030 ♪ You must have been ♪ 162 00:06:46,031 --> 00:06:47,616 {\an8}♪ High ♪ 163 00:06:47,699 --> 00:06:49,576 {\an8}♪ You must have been ♪ 164 00:06:50,577 --> 00:06:51,829 {\an8}♪ High ♪ 165 00:06:51,912 --> 00:06:54,456 {\an8}♪ You must have been ♪♪ 166 00:06:54,540 --> 00:06:55,916 Let me go! 167 00:07:48,635 --> 00:07:50,470 If I say it's self-defense, 168 00:07:50,554 --> 00:07:51,805 if I just tell them that it's self-defense... - It doesn't work like that. 169 00:07:51,889 --> 00:07:52,806 - It doesn't work like that! - They're gonna-- 170 00:07:52,890 --> 00:07:53,765 they're gonna-- they're gonna say 171 00:07:53,849 --> 00:07:55,184 - that it's self-defense. - Just stop! 172 00:07:55,267 --> 00:07:56,560 - But if we j-- but if we just-- - They're not gonna call it self-defense, 173 00:07:56,643 --> 00:07:57,686 'cause it was you that did it! 174 00:07:57,769 --> 00:07:59,313 You weren't defending yourself! 175 00:08:00,772 --> 00:08:02,900 Look. 176 00:08:02,983 --> 00:08:05,736 We didn't go to the Narrows today after school, all right? 177 00:08:05,819 --> 00:08:08,280 And we didn't-- we didn't know Paul was gonna be there. 178 00:08:08,363 --> 00:08:09,364 He didn't ask me to hang out after practice, 179 00:08:09,448 --> 00:08:10,741 and he wouldn't have asked you anything, 180 00:08:10,824 --> 00:08:12,534 'cause you're not even fucking friends. 181 00:08:13,952 --> 00:08:17,206 Uh, I had to go home and babysit my sister anyway. 182 00:08:17,289 --> 00:08:19,791 So you gave me a ride, and then you what? 183 00:08:23,170 --> 00:08:24,171 - Say it. - I... 184 00:08:27,716 --> 00:08:29,384 I went home. 185 00:08:30,719 --> 00:08:33,013 And I studied for chem 186 00:08:33,096 --> 00:08:35,307 until I got a headache and then I... 187 00:08:35,390 --> 00:08:37,142 and then I went to bed. 188 00:08:44,983 --> 00:08:46,568 What about-- what about your, um... 189 00:08:50,197 --> 00:08:52,449 I wiped out during scoring drills, and... 190 00:08:52,532 --> 00:08:54,785 someone must have stepped on me. 191 00:08:57,621 --> 00:08:58,872 I'm sorry. 192 00:09:00,874 --> 00:09:02,501 I'm sorry. 193 00:09:03,502 --> 00:09:06,421 I know you were just trying to help me. 194 00:09:06,505 --> 00:09:08,507 Hmm. Save me. 195 00:09:10,259 --> 00:09:11,843 You probably did. 196 00:09:13,428 --> 00:09:14,846 Thanks. 197 00:09:42,624 --> 00:09:44,084 What are you doing? 198 00:09:44,167 --> 00:09:45,585 Nothing. 199 00:09:48,880 --> 00:09:50,716 Where were you? 200 00:09:51,800 --> 00:09:52,801 Those are dirty. 201 00:09:52,884 --> 00:09:54,303 Yeah, whatever. 202 00:09:54,386 --> 00:09:55,512 Why are you wet? 203 00:09:55,595 --> 00:09:57,306 - I took a shower. - When? 204 00:09:57,389 --> 00:09:58,473 Just now. 205 00:09:58,557 --> 00:10:00,142 Then I thought I heard something outside. 206 00:10:01,768 --> 00:10:03,061 What did you do to your face? 207 00:10:03,145 --> 00:10:04,604 - Nothing. - You look like you-- 208 00:10:04,688 --> 00:10:06,481 No, I don't, Megan! 209 00:10:12,195 --> 00:10:14,364 I got fouled at practice. All right? 210 00:10:14,448 --> 00:10:15,991 And then I came home and I took a shower 211 00:10:16,074 --> 00:10:17,826 and now I'm back in here, with you, 212 00:10:17,909 --> 00:10:19,745 like I have been this whole time. 213 00:10:21,830 --> 00:10:23,832 Are you okay? 214 00:10:26,001 --> 00:10:27,753 Yeah, I'm fine. 215 00:10:29,004 --> 00:10:30,756 I'm hungry. 216 00:10:30,839 --> 00:10:33,008 You want to make stovetop s'mores? 217 00:11:56,091 --> 00:11:59,678 Hey, Oliver. I don't have him, but I maybe might this weekend. 218 00:11:59,761 --> 00:12:01,638 It has to be now. 219 00:12:03,723 --> 00:12:05,225 I'm sorry. 220 00:12:05,308 --> 00:12:06,768 It's really important. 221 00:12:08,895 --> 00:12:10,480 - I hope he thinks so. - 222 00:12:10,564 --> 00:12:13,108 Okay. 223 00:12:16,903 --> 00:12:17,988 Hello? 224 00:12:18,071 --> 00:12:20,157 Can anyone hear us? 225 00:12:20,240 --> 00:12:22,200 Gretchen and Kenji, if you're on, get off. 226 00:12:24,369 --> 00:12:25,662 So what's so cloak-and-dagger-- 227 00:12:25,745 --> 00:12:27,497 I killed someone. 228 00:12:27,581 --> 00:12:28,874 What? 229 00:12:30,667 --> 00:12:32,002 Who? 230 00:12:34,754 --> 00:12:36,756 Paul. 231 00:12:38,300 --> 00:12:40,177 Paul Sparling. 232 00:12:40,260 --> 00:12:41,761 You're sure he's dead? 233 00:12:50,312 --> 00:12:51,646 Yeah. 234 00:12:52,731 --> 00:12:54,691 We were at the Narrows. 235 00:12:54,774 --> 00:12:56,610 Who's "we"? 236 00:12:58,737 --> 00:13:01,156 Me, Shane Martin and Paul. 237 00:13:01,239 --> 00:13:02,574 Who else? 238 00:13:02,657 --> 00:13:04,451 It was just us. 239 00:13:05,452 --> 00:13:08,497 Okay. Stop talking. 240 00:13:08,580 --> 00:13:10,332 I need to think. 241 00:13:15,795 --> 00:13:18,423 Not sick of Boston yet, I guess, huh? 242 00:13:18,507 --> 00:13:20,717 Oliver, I'm Detective Sheehan. 243 00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:22,677 My lieutenant's just getting off a call, 244 00:13:22,761 --> 00:13:25,472 - but we can start and he'll join-- - This being recorded, Gerry? 245 00:13:25,555 --> 00:13:27,974 Not a custodial interrogation, so... 246 00:13:28,058 --> 00:13:30,810 I want to make some notes, but first things first. 247 00:13:32,145 --> 00:13:33,522 Your lawyer here, Mr. Sykes, 248 00:13:33,605 --> 00:13:35,524 he filled me in a little bit on what happened, 249 00:13:35,607 --> 00:13:37,651 but obviously, I want to hear it from you. 250 00:13:37,734 --> 00:13:39,903 Can you tell me about it? 251 00:13:39,986 --> 00:13:43,240 Just start wherever you're comfortable. If I have any questions, I'll ask. 252 00:13:47,494 --> 00:13:49,287 Yeah, I was, 253 00:13:49,371 --> 00:13:52,332 um... I was home, 254 00:13:52,415 --> 00:13:55,418 and I-I'd been studying all night because I had a midterm coming up 255 00:13:55,502 --> 00:13:58,672 and, uh, I didn't really understand the material. 256 00:13:58,755 --> 00:14:01,841 Uh, but I, uh, I forgot to eat. 257 00:14:01,925 --> 00:14:04,886 So, uh, after a little while I got-got a headache, 258 00:14:04,970 --> 00:14:10,392 and, um, I set an alarm for early so I can, uh, 259 00:14:10,475 --> 00:14:12,769 wake up and do some more in the morning. 260 00:14:12,852 --> 00:14:18,108 But then I, uh, I woke up, uh, because someone was, um... 261 00:14:19,192 --> 00:14:22,404 ...was, uh, buzzing to be let in. 262 00:14:23,446 --> 00:14:24,864 And who was that? 263 00:14:25,907 --> 00:14:27,742 Um... 264 00:14:27,826 --> 00:14:29,953 That was, uh, Shane. 265 00:14:30,036 --> 00:14:31,204 Shane Martin. 266 00:14:31,288 --> 00:14:33,331 Shane Martin. Okay. 267 00:14:33,415 --> 00:14:35,208 And this was what time? 268 00:14:37,586 --> 00:14:39,254 This was around midnight. 269 00:14:40,630 --> 00:14:43,508 Last chance. No idea? 270 00:14:43,592 --> 00:14:45,510 - You have no idea? - No. 271 00:14:45,594 --> 00:14:47,512 You can't think of a single thing happening 272 00:14:47,596 --> 00:14:48,722 - they might want to talk to you about? - He said no. 273 00:14:48,805 --> 00:14:50,432 Right, and I don't buy it, 274 00:14:50,515 --> 00:14:52,642 is why I keep asking 'cause I want to have some idea 275 00:14:52,726 --> 00:14:55,395 of what kind of buzz saw we're about to walk into. 276 00:14:55,478 --> 00:14:56,855 You knock out some more streetlights? 277 00:14:56,938 --> 00:14:58,648 Or steal some shit your buddies think is nothing 278 00:14:58,732 --> 00:15:00,692 but to regular people means real money? 279 00:15:00,775 --> 00:15:02,527 God, like you and your friends never got 280 00:15:02,611 --> 00:15:03,945 into anything stupid before. 281 00:15:04,029 --> 00:15:05,196 Except, you know what, no one at your school 282 00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:07,198 ever got into an Ivy League college. 283 00:15:07,282 --> 00:15:09,284 - Probably doesn't even know what one is. - Oh... Sh... 284 00:15:09,367 --> 00:15:12,162 So, Shane's going to the Ivy League now? 285 00:15:12,245 --> 00:15:14,914 Wow. Really, wow. When were you guys gonna tell me that? 286 00:15:14,998 --> 00:15:17,500 - After we talked to the cops, I guess? - Could you have a little faith 287 00:15:17,584 --> 00:15:18,585 in your son, please? 288 00:15:18,668 --> 00:15:20,420 - Can we just... He's a good kid. - 'Cause-'cause I have, 289 00:15:20,503 --> 00:15:21,796 - I have no faith in my son, right? - He's a good kid, 290 00:15:21,880 --> 00:15:23,006 - and he's a great-- - So you're on with that 291 00:15:23,089 --> 00:15:24,466 whole narrative again, that I have no faith in my son-- - He could have a better f... 292 00:15:24,549 --> 00:15:26,343 - He could have a better future. - He could have a... 293 00:15:32,390 --> 00:15:33,850 Jeff. 294 00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:35,935 Hey, great to see you. 295 00:15:36,019 --> 00:15:38,688 Fabulous. Look at you, young man. 296 00:15:38,772 --> 00:15:40,857 Listen, I want you to tell your father I said hello. 297 00:15:47,656 --> 00:15:49,115 - Stop, stop! - Shane! 298 00:15:49,199 --> 00:15:50,825 Hey! Hey! 299 00:15:50,909 --> 00:15:52,994 Stop that! Hey! Hey! 300 00:15:53,078 --> 00:15:54,329 Now stop it! 301 00:15:54,412 --> 00:15:55,580 Don't hurt him. Don't hurt him. 302 00:15:55,664 --> 00:15:57,374 - Stop! Come on! - Take it easy. 303 00:15:57,457 --> 00:15:59,125 Stop it. Get out of here. 304 00:15:59,209 --> 00:16:00,293 Where is he going? 305 00:16:00,377 --> 00:16:01,920 - Where is he go... Wait. - Please, step back inside. 306 00:16:05,965 --> 00:16:07,592 All right, come on. 307 00:17:35,013 --> 00:17:36,264 Cutting it kind of close 308 00:17:36,347 --> 00:17:37,640 - there, Otis. - Fuck. 309 00:17:37,724 --> 00:17:38,850 Hey, Oliver, move it. 310 00:17:38,933 --> 00:17:41,603 Seven minutes till morning announcements. 311 00:17:43,146 --> 00:17:45,899 If I had that car, I'd probably want to hang out in it all day too, but... 312 00:17:45,982 --> 00:17:48,276 you're about to get one demerit for being late 313 00:17:48,359 --> 00:17:50,278 and another for ignoring me to my face-- 314 00:17:50,361 --> 00:17:52,030 Oh, my God, are you, are you all right? 315 00:17:52,113 --> 00:17:54,032 Hey, Oliver, can you open the door? Jesus. 316 00:17:54,115 --> 00:17:56,451 Where's my, where's my... we need to call 911. 317 00:17:56,534 --> 00:17:58,286 No. Please, please, please. 318 00:17:58,369 --> 00:18:00,205 No, please don't. 319 00:18:00,288 --> 00:18:02,207 Please. 320 00:18:02,290 --> 00:18:05,502 I still think we should at least go to urgent care. 321 00:18:05,585 --> 00:18:08,880 I feel way better now. I really do. 322 00:18:08,963 --> 00:18:11,841 All right, but still, 323 00:18:11,925 --> 00:18:14,719 an hour ago, you were passing out in your car. 324 00:18:16,721 --> 00:18:19,641 Uh, amoxicillin. 325 00:18:19,724 --> 00:18:21,059 Here. 326 00:18:21,142 --> 00:18:23,478 Take two... or maybe four. 327 00:18:24,646 --> 00:18:27,565 - Why do you just have these? - Dog bite. 328 00:18:27,649 --> 00:18:30,527 - In the Stop and Shop parking lot. - Yeah? 329 00:18:30,610 --> 00:18:33,154 Apparently, different tail waggings have different meanings. 330 00:18:33,238 --> 00:18:35,448 I thought a dog wagging its tail always means friendly. 331 00:18:35,532 --> 00:18:37,700 It does not. 332 00:18:38,910 --> 00:18:40,787 Yeah, I thought that, too. 333 00:18:40,870 --> 00:18:42,705 Yeah, well, now we both know better. 334 00:18:52,131 --> 00:18:53,675 What about your mom? 335 00:18:53,758 --> 00:18:55,969 - What if we called her? - No, I think it's, uh, 336 00:18:56,052 --> 00:18:57,387 I think it's 12 hours ahead there. 337 00:18:57,470 --> 00:18:59,138 Well, it still wouldn't be past 11:00 p.m. 338 00:18:59,222 --> 00:19:00,765 I don't think that there's reception. 339 00:19:00,849 --> 00:19:03,101 There's gonna be reception at a resort. 340 00:19:03,184 --> 00:19:05,812 Uh, she's off the coast. It's-it's her friend's boat. 341 00:19:05,895 --> 00:19:08,481 Um, and the school knows. She told them. 342 00:19:08,565 --> 00:19:10,775 I'm gonna have them mark you an excused absence. 343 00:19:10,859 --> 00:19:13,695 I'll say I saw you and I sent you home sick. 344 00:19:13,778 --> 00:19:15,780 That's not even a lie. 345 00:19:17,782 --> 00:19:20,326 And I'll leave you the amoxicillin. 346 00:19:20,410 --> 00:19:21,953 Take a couple more tonight. 347 00:19:22,036 --> 00:19:24,581 Look, uh, I know... 348 00:19:26,583 --> 00:19:28,585 ...you were good friends with Shane and Paul. 349 00:19:29,627 --> 00:19:31,963 I know you're having a hard time right now. 350 00:19:32,046 --> 00:19:34,507 Wish you weren't having it alone. 351 00:19:34,591 --> 00:19:36,509 Go easy on yourself, okay? 352 00:19:36,593 --> 00:19:39,137 Understand that... 353 00:19:39,220 --> 00:19:41,598 something terrible has happened to you, too. 354 00:19:44,934 --> 00:19:46,936 Try to give yourself a little grace. 355 00:19:53,276 --> 00:19:55,612 Uh, wait. Uh... 356 00:19:55,695 --> 00:19:57,322 Uh, please, wait. 357 00:20:00,909 --> 00:20:02,285 And you're what again? 358 00:20:02,368 --> 00:20:04,037 The guidance counselor? 359 00:20:04,120 --> 00:20:05,538 School counselor. 360 00:20:05,622 --> 00:20:07,373 What kind of background's a school counselor 361 00:20:07,457 --> 00:20:08,791 supposed to have in this kind of thing? 362 00:20:08,875 --> 00:20:13,546 Well, I-I'm actually a licensed independent clinical social worker, 363 00:20:13,630 --> 00:20:16,299 but I'm working towards getting licensed in Rhode Island 364 00:20:16,382 --> 00:20:18,676 as a clinical mental health counselor. 365 00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:21,012 And what makes you think my son needs your help? 366 00:20:23,431 --> 00:20:25,141 I'm not saying it has to be me... 367 00:20:27,143 --> 00:20:28,728 ...but... 368 00:20:30,188 --> 00:20:34,067 ...from the amount of detail Oliver gave me about his present headspace, 369 00:20:34,150 --> 00:20:37,195 and what led to it, 370 00:20:37,278 --> 00:20:40,490 he's gonna need therapy from someone. 371 00:20:40,573 --> 00:20:43,493 And what amount of detail would that be, exactly? 372 00:20:44,577 --> 00:20:47,080 Clinically. 373 00:20:47,163 --> 00:20:49,374 Enough. 374 00:20:49,457 --> 00:20:51,626 Enough for what? 375 00:20:52,710 --> 00:20:54,837 Just enough to know what really happened. 376 00:20:54,921 --> 00:20:56,464 Hmm. 377 00:20:56,547 --> 00:21:00,218 Every time I think there's nothing left that can surprise me... 378 00:21:01,219 --> 00:21:04,097 I'll put you in touch with my personal accountant. 379 00:21:14,065 --> 00:21:16,192 Mom? 380 00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:17,902 Yeah? 381 00:21:21,322 --> 00:21:22,657 Do you want tea? 382 00:21:24,867 --> 00:21:26,536 No. 383 00:21:33,418 --> 00:21:38,047 I understand this may be weird at first. 384 00:21:39,590 --> 00:21:41,551 It's okay. You do this, too? 385 00:21:41,634 --> 00:21:45,054 You know, you see people outside of school? 386 00:21:45,138 --> 00:21:46,723 My real-life goal was... 387 00:21:47,765 --> 00:21:49,058 ...always this. 388 00:21:49,142 --> 00:21:53,104 So, I'm your first patient? 389 00:21:53,187 --> 00:21:55,231 Yeah. Kind of are. 390 00:21:58,276 --> 00:22:02,739 But don't you have to be able to come clean? 391 00:22:02,822 --> 00:22:05,950 Tell the truth? You know... 392 00:22:06,034 --> 00:22:07,785 be honest? 393 00:22:08,786 --> 00:22:11,497 What are you saying, you haven't been honest with me? 394 00:22:12,540 --> 00:22:14,292 You didn't tell me the truth? 395 00:22:15,793 --> 00:22:18,129 Of course I have. Yes. I did. 396 00:22:19,213 --> 00:22:20,757 Okay, then. 397 00:22:21,841 --> 00:22:24,010 It's-it's gonna work. 398 00:22:24,093 --> 00:22:26,012 Hey, it's already working. 399 00:23:20,566 --> 00:23:22,318 Yo, Shyla. You want to meet us at the Crypt? 400 00:23:22,401 --> 00:23:24,737 I can't. Do a shooter for me. 401 00:23:27,240 --> 00:23:29,117 - 402 00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:31,410 - Hello? - Hey, Megeggie? 403 00:23:31,494 --> 00:23:34,163 - Hi, Shy. - Hello? 404 00:23:34,247 --> 00:23:36,332 It's not Shane, Mom. 405 00:23:36,415 --> 00:23:37,959 Don't tie up the phone. 406 00:23:39,293 --> 00:23:41,045 She just talked to him yesterday, didn't she? 407 00:23:41,129 --> 00:23:43,089 They're not gonna let him call her again today. 408 00:23:43,172 --> 00:23:45,466 I doubt she knows what day it is. 409 00:23:46,509 --> 00:23:47,760 When are you coming home? 410 00:23:47,844 --> 00:23:50,847 Twenty minutes. I'm leaving work right now. Just... 411 00:23:50,930 --> 00:23:54,183 do us all a favor and stay out of her way, okay? 412 00:23:54,934 --> 00:23:55,935 Okay. 413 00:23:59,647 --> 00:24:01,482 You all packed? 414 00:24:01,566 --> 00:24:03,568 You travel Tuesday, right? 415 00:24:05,278 --> 00:24:07,780 Orientation's probably gonna be pretty hectic. 416 00:24:08,781 --> 00:24:13,369 Lot of new people, new living situation. 417 00:24:17,081 --> 00:24:19,208 What? What are, what are you thinking right now? 418 00:24:21,961 --> 00:24:23,754 That you were right. 419 00:24:23,838 --> 00:24:27,425 That I might not be ready, right now, 420 00:24:27,508 --> 00:24:30,219 to go to Stanford. 421 00:24:32,388 --> 00:24:34,390 That I can't. 422 00:24:36,392 --> 00:24:40,688 Have you talked about any of this with your dad? 423 00:24:43,316 --> 00:24:44,442 No. 424 00:24:44,525 --> 00:24:47,069 Ah. 425 00:24:47,153 --> 00:24:49,739 Well... 426 00:24:49,822 --> 00:24:51,490 you need to, Ollie. 427 00:24:54,076 --> 00:24:57,246 Call him and tell him. 428 00:24:59,207 --> 00:25:00,541 I can't. 429 00:25:01,626 --> 00:25:03,836 You want me to do it? 430 00:25:04,879 --> 00:25:06,756 Please, yes. 431 00:25:06,839 --> 00:25:08,925 Okay. 432 00:25:09,008 --> 00:25:10,718 Thank you. 433 00:25:11,719 --> 00:25:13,930 Oliver St. Ledger. He dropped my brother off 434 00:25:14,013 --> 00:25:15,223 at our house in his car. 435 00:25:15,306 --> 00:25:18,351 Are you aware Mr. St. Ledger says he did not see your brother after school 436 00:25:18,434 --> 00:25:21,938 until Shane came to his house after midnight? 437 00:25:22,021 --> 00:25:25,107 - Yes, I am, but it's not true, because-- - What the hell are you doing? 438 00:25:25,191 --> 00:25:27,777 Are you...? Are you playing at trial or something? 439 00:25:27,860 --> 00:25:30,613 - Is it...? Is it supposed to be funny? - No. No. 440 00:25:30,696 --> 00:25:31,697 Because it isn't. 441 00:25:31,781 --> 00:25:33,658 I know. 442 00:25:33,741 --> 00:25:35,701 I did see him. 443 00:25:35,785 --> 00:25:37,578 Shane didn't come right home after practice. 444 00:25:37,662 --> 00:25:40,248 He didn't come home till later and... 445 00:25:40,331 --> 00:25:42,959 when he did, I saw him. 446 00:25:43,042 --> 00:25:44,460 I saw him getting out of Oliver's car-- 447 00:25:44,543 --> 00:25:46,170 I can't believe you're doing this right now. 448 00:25:46,254 --> 00:25:49,840 I cannot believe you can't see how wrong it is 449 00:25:49,924 --> 00:25:51,634 for you to do this right now! 450 00:25:51,717 --> 00:25:53,469 It's not like that. It's really true! 451 00:25:53,552 --> 00:25:55,930 It's never like that. Right? 452 00:25:56,013 --> 00:25:57,640 Like-- like when your teacher kicked you, 453 00:25:57,723 --> 00:26:00,476 like when the woman in the Stop and Shop tried to kidnap you... 454 00:26:00,559 --> 00:26:03,062 It's never about you wanting attention. It's always true. 455 00:26:03,145 --> 00:26:08,693 The jury is deciding right now, Megan, remember? 456 00:26:08,776 --> 00:26:12,363 They're all sitting in a room talking about whether 457 00:26:12,446 --> 00:26:15,866 they're gonna send your brother to prison for life. 458 00:26:18,244 --> 00:26:21,914 Now, I'm sorry that we are all so terrified about that 459 00:26:21,998 --> 00:26:23,666 we can't put our attention on you. 460 00:26:23,749 --> 00:26:26,919 I'm sorry this is the worst fucking thing that's ever happened in the world 461 00:26:27,003 --> 00:26:29,922 and you still have to make it about you. 462 00:26:41,517 --> 00:26:45,146 The people of the State of Rhode Island v. Shane Martin. 463 00:26:45,229 --> 00:26:48,899 Verdict, count one, voluntary manslaughter. 464 00:26:48,983 --> 00:26:52,486 We the jury find the defendant guilty. 465 00:27:07,710 --> 00:27:10,796 Six minutes, 11 seconds, actually. 466 00:27:12,131 --> 00:27:14,175 Pretty good for my age, huh? 467 00:27:14,258 --> 00:27:15,801 Or anybody's age. 468 00:27:16,802 --> 00:27:19,138 What were you, last time you were in the pool? 469 00:27:20,765 --> 00:27:22,266 Uh, 3:17. 470 00:27:22,350 --> 00:27:23,893 The fuck? 471 00:27:23,976 --> 00:27:27,229 You're going backwards now. Are you even practicing? 472 00:27:29,690 --> 00:27:32,360 I'm not really sleeping lately. 473 00:27:37,156 --> 00:27:38,991 Since the verdict. 474 00:27:40,409 --> 00:27:42,244 I get it. 475 00:27:42,328 --> 00:27:44,580 All the more reason to stay disciplined. 476 00:27:44,663 --> 00:27:46,165 Here's the thing: 477 00:27:46,248 --> 00:27:47,875 Practice. 478 00:27:47,958 --> 00:27:50,294 You have to do it every day. You're staying on it, right? 479 00:27:50,378 --> 00:27:52,046 Grow your capacity. 480 00:27:52,129 --> 00:27:55,966 - Your number grows. It's like anything. 481 00:27:56,050 --> 00:27:58,469 Just keep at it and let me know. 482 00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:09,397 Sometimes I just feel like I have to call Shane. 483 00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:12,441 But that's stupid, because you can't call, so... 484 00:28:12,525 --> 00:28:14,652 No, you can't call. 485 00:28:14,735 --> 00:28:17,738 I tried to go to see him. 486 00:28:17,822 --> 00:28:20,908 To be put on his visitors' list or whatever. 487 00:28:23,911 --> 00:28:26,080 When, um... 488 00:28:26,163 --> 00:28:28,040 when did you do this? 489 00:28:28,124 --> 00:28:30,376 I don't know. A month ago. 490 00:28:31,752 --> 00:28:33,379 They said he said no. 491 00:28:33,462 --> 00:28:36,757 Oh, well... 492 00:28:36,841 --> 00:28:39,009 That's understandable too, though, right? 493 00:28:42,596 --> 00:28:45,266 If he'd said yes, what, um-- 494 00:28:45,349 --> 00:28:48,227 So I tried to write it in a, in a letter. 495 00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:55,151 I am disappointed that you didn't feel like this was something 496 00:28:55,234 --> 00:28:56,652 you could talk over with me first-- 497 00:28:56,735 --> 00:29:00,948 It felt like I could, I could start with-with this. 498 00:29:04,243 --> 00:29:05,744 Uh, but then, but then, 499 00:29:05,828 --> 00:29:07,830 I-I felt like, 500 00:29:07,913 --> 00:29:10,833 if I send it, is he even gonna open it? 501 00:29:14,170 --> 00:29:17,715 And if he doesn't open it, then maybe sending it 502 00:29:17,798 --> 00:29:20,885 at all is still the point... 503 00:29:20,968 --> 00:29:23,053 I don't... I-I don't know. 504 00:29:23,137 --> 00:29:25,639 Okay. Okay. What about this? 505 00:29:26,849 --> 00:29:28,851 Shane knows me, from school. 506 00:29:30,144 --> 00:29:33,063 What if I ask to be put on his visitors' list? 507 00:29:33,147 --> 00:29:36,233 I-I-I don't say why, 508 00:29:36,317 --> 00:29:37,860 but I take that with me. 509 00:29:39,487 --> 00:29:41,572 And I read it. 510 00:29:41,655 --> 00:29:42,865 Out loud. 511 00:29:42,948 --> 00:29:45,534 And whatever happens next is up to him. 512 00:29:55,044 --> 00:29:57,963 I'm just sorry I couldn't make myself do it before. 513 00:29:59,381 --> 00:30:05,304 And I know it won't make me a good person to do the right thing now, but still... 514 00:30:05,387 --> 00:30:07,848 I'm gonna fix everything. 515 00:30:10,142 --> 00:30:12,019 I promise. 516 00:30:18,150 --> 00:30:19,693 - You look a little-- - The, uh... 517 00:30:19,777 --> 00:30:21,362 - The food's pretty bad here. - Yeah. 518 00:30:21,445 --> 00:30:23,656 And they serve it at weird times. Whatever. 519 00:30:25,241 --> 00:30:27,743 I don't know why I didn't think you'd actually come. 520 00:30:27,826 --> 00:30:29,578 I don't know why it took me so long to ask. 521 00:30:29,662 --> 00:30:33,290 Well, I mean, we didn't ever talk all that much in school, so... 522 00:30:33,374 --> 00:30:35,376 - I'm sorry. - I'm not saying that for, like, blame. 523 00:30:35,459 --> 00:30:36,710 No, I-I know you're not. 524 00:30:36,794 --> 00:30:38,921 I-- Just doesn't reflect very well on me, though. 525 00:30:41,173 --> 00:30:45,219 So can I ask how you are? 526 00:30:47,346 --> 00:30:48,764 I'm so sorry, 527 00:30:48,847 --> 00:30:50,599 about all of this. 528 00:30:50,683 --> 00:30:53,477 It's just... it's really terrible. 529 00:30:53,561 --> 00:30:55,145 Yeah. 530 00:30:55,229 --> 00:30:57,648 Yeah, it's pretty terrible. Yeah. 531 00:31:00,442 --> 00:31:03,320 In full disclosure, and I know I should have said this up front 532 00:31:03,404 --> 00:31:05,447 - when I first asked to come see you-- - Are you gonna try 533 00:31:05,531 --> 00:31:07,366 to write a book or something? 534 00:31:07,449 --> 00:31:10,578 Oh. Uh, no. 535 00:31:12,997 --> 00:31:14,873 I'm working with Oliver. 536 00:31:18,043 --> 00:31:19,670 Working with him how? 537 00:31:19,753 --> 00:31:23,090 Just counseling him. As his therapist. 538 00:31:24,758 --> 00:31:26,468 So you're with him, then? 539 00:31:26,552 --> 00:31:28,345 I wouldn't let him in, so he sent you? 540 00:31:29,430 --> 00:31:31,098 No. 541 00:31:31,181 --> 00:31:35,436 Although, obviously, that's a very logical first question-- 542 00:31:35,519 --> 00:31:38,105 What does he need therapy for? Huh? 543 00:31:38,188 --> 00:31:39,565 Does he feel bad for what he did? 544 00:31:39,648 --> 00:31:41,108 Actually, yeah, he does. 545 00:31:41,191 --> 00:31:42,735 Which part? 546 00:31:42,818 --> 00:31:44,278 Killing Paul? 547 00:31:44,361 --> 00:31:46,030 Or killing me? 548 00:31:47,114 --> 00:31:51,243 I understand it must feel unbelievable... 549 00:31:51,327 --> 00:31:53,954 - What must? - I don't know. 550 00:31:54,038 --> 00:31:58,250 How the world's just still turning. 551 00:31:59,335 --> 00:32:01,337 Like you were never even in it. 552 00:32:03,547 --> 00:32:07,885 Like all I am is this thing I didn't do, you mean? 553 00:32:07,968 --> 00:32:11,138 All because I was stupid and tried to help my friend? 554 00:32:12,514 --> 00:32:16,644 Do you guys talk about that, in your little fucking therapy sessions? 555 00:32:16,727 --> 00:32:19,688 What he did to me for trying to help him? 556 00:32:19,772 --> 00:32:22,232 Because if anything else, you're just another person getting paid 557 00:32:22,316 --> 00:32:23,942 to listen to him lie. 558 00:32:25,027 --> 00:32:27,446 Shane... 559 00:32:27,529 --> 00:32:29,573 you know, it doesn't matter what Oliver's told me. 560 00:32:29,657 --> 00:32:33,577 My job isn't to judge what the truth is, 561 00:32:33,661 --> 00:32:36,747 and I wouldn't be in charge of anything even if it was. 562 00:32:37,831 --> 00:32:42,044 It's more that his pain has made me think about yours, 563 00:32:42,127 --> 00:32:46,173 and how I just, I can't imagine what you're going through. 564 00:32:46,256 --> 00:32:49,051 Or the strength I know you'll need to find. 565 00:32:49,134 --> 00:32:51,220 For what? 566 00:32:51,303 --> 00:32:53,222 - I have strength. - I know you do. 567 00:32:53,305 --> 00:32:54,723 See, I remember that about you. 568 00:32:54,807 --> 00:32:57,226 Like you said, we didn't talk much, but still, I could tell 569 00:32:57,309 --> 00:33:00,020 you had character, integrity. 570 00:33:00,104 --> 00:33:03,023 That those things mattered to you. 571 00:33:06,860 --> 00:33:08,237 Just... 572 00:33:11,073 --> 00:33:14,243 Before I came to Bridgefield, I was a social worker-- 573 00:33:14,326 --> 00:33:16,286 this was in Connecticut-- 574 00:33:16,370 --> 00:33:19,039 and a lot of my clients were in your situation, 575 00:33:19,123 --> 00:33:22,418 with public defenders who were no match for white shoes. 576 00:33:22,501 --> 00:33:24,795 - And? - One of my clients... 577 00:33:26,046 --> 00:33:28,173 ...Dawn, uh, 578 00:33:28,257 --> 00:33:31,427 her husband was doing 15 to life in MacDougall. 579 00:33:32,511 --> 00:33:34,388 Dave had a carpet-laying business with his cousin, 580 00:33:34,471 --> 00:33:36,724 and the cousin had a shady side thing 581 00:33:36,807 --> 00:33:38,934 where a guy ended up getting killed over money, 582 00:33:39,017 --> 00:33:43,230 and the cousin took a plea for saying it was all Dave. 583 00:33:45,107 --> 00:33:47,192 And, you know, Dave just thought, 584 00:33:47,276 --> 00:33:50,279 he didn't do it and that would prevail. 585 00:33:52,364 --> 00:33:55,075 And he didn't know how to stop his frustration 586 00:33:55,159 --> 00:33:56,869 and rage from getting him into situations 587 00:33:56,952 --> 00:33:59,246 that just added more years to his sentence... 588 00:34:00,247 --> 00:34:01,707 Or how to live 589 00:34:01,790 --> 00:34:04,084 knowing he was only in prison in the first place 590 00:34:04,168 --> 00:34:06,795 off a lie from someone he trusted. 591 00:34:08,630 --> 00:34:10,257 And compared to you... 592 00:34:11,592 --> 00:34:13,218 ...he was lucky. 593 00:34:14,470 --> 00:34:17,806 He wasn't up against people with enough money 594 00:34:17,890 --> 00:34:20,601 to make the world exactly the way they want it. 595 00:34:25,147 --> 00:34:27,733 So, what happened to Dave? 596 00:34:27,816 --> 00:34:29,526 Is he still in prison? 597 00:34:31,612 --> 00:34:33,697 No. 598 00:34:33,781 --> 00:34:35,491 When did he get paroled? 599 00:34:38,452 --> 00:34:40,496 He didn't. 600 00:34:41,580 --> 00:34:45,417 I'm-I'm not gonna... go into details, if it's okay. 601 00:34:45,501 --> 00:34:47,419 Just out of respect. 602 00:34:47,503 --> 00:34:50,798 I'm just never, never gonna forget that phone call. 603 00:34:54,510 --> 00:34:56,929 There was one tiny silver lining-- 604 00:34:57,012 --> 00:34:59,014 crazy as that is to say-- 605 00:34:59,097 --> 00:35:02,017 Dave's family didn't think so, but I know Dave would have. 606 00:35:03,143 --> 00:35:06,939 It's something called the doctrine of abatement. 607 00:35:07,022 --> 00:35:09,149 Look, if you're convicted at trial, even for murder, 608 00:35:09,233 --> 00:35:12,820 and you die in prison before all your appeals are exhausted, 609 00:35:12,903 --> 00:35:14,279 your conviction's automatically set aside, 610 00:35:14,363 --> 00:35:17,699 and your indictment is dismissed, like it never even happened. 611 00:35:20,077 --> 00:35:22,621 When he died-- because he died-- 612 00:35:22,704 --> 00:35:26,208 as far as law and the world were concerned, 613 00:35:26,291 --> 00:35:28,502 Dave was an innocent man. 614 00:35:32,798 --> 00:35:35,676 Hey, finally no line at the vending machines. 615 00:35:35,759 --> 00:35:37,344 I'm gonna get a soda. 616 00:35:37,427 --> 00:35:38,595 You want one? 617 00:35:57,489 --> 00:35:59,867 No, no, no, they must have, Mom, they-they wouldn't just say 618 00:35:59,950 --> 00:36:02,202 - "this is the prison calling," okay? - Yes. Yes, they did. 619 00:36:02,286 --> 00:36:04,204 They said this is ACI calling and we're sorry to inform you that-- 620 00:36:04,288 --> 00:36:05,581 Okay, that doesn't make any sense, Mom, okay? 621 00:36:05,664 --> 00:36:07,165 So, so, are they gonna, are they gonna call us back? 622 00:36:07,249 --> 00:36:08,917 He wouldn't, he wouldn't do that to himself. 623 00:36:09,001 --> 00:36:10,210 He wouldn't do it to me, he would never do that! 624 00:36:10,294 --> 00:36:11,295 Listen, it's okay. 625 00:36:11,378 --> 00:36:13,505 I'm going to call them and I'm going to find out who called us, all right? 626 00:36:17,968 --> 00:36:20,470 It's terrible, it's a terrible thing. 627 00:36:20,554 --> 00:36:22,431 It's hard to even think about, 628 00:36:22,514 --> 00:36:25,017 the kind of desperation behind a choice like that. 629 00:36:26,768 --> 00:36:29,938 Makes you think about all your own choices in life, right? 630 00:36:30,022 --> 00:36:32,441 All the things you've done or haven't done. 631 00:36:35,944 --> 00:36:37,863 Hey. 632 00:36:37,946 --> 00:36:40,365 Hey. Hey, hey. 633 00:36:40,449 --> 00:36:43,994 Hey, you know the Navy SEALs use this thing, to help them calm down? 634 00:36:44,077 --> 00:36:45,412 Which is crazy, right? 635 00:36:45,495 --> 00:36:49,124 These elite warriors, they train and they practice and still, they panic. 636 00:36:49,207 --> 00:36:52,127 Even Navy SEALs have to make themselves remember to breathe. 637 00:36:52,210 --> 00:36:54,630 Okay? In for four, hold for four, 638 00:36:54,713 --> 00:36:57,382 out for four, hold for four. 639 00:36:57,466 --> 00:36:58,675 It's called box breathing. 640 00:36:58,759 --> 00:36:59,968 A box has four sides. 641 00:37:00,052 --> 00:37:03,013 You just focus on the numbers and the sides and that's it. 642 00:37:03,096 --> 00:37:04,973 4 x 4. Do it with me, come on. 643 00:37:05,057 --> 00:37:07,017 Let's build a box together, right now. 644 00:37:11,104 --> 00:37:14,399 Hold... two, three, four. 645 00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:19,863 Hold, two, three, four. 646 00:37:19,947 --> 00:37:23,659 Out, two, three, four. 647 00:37:29,665 --> 00:37:31,083 Hi. 648 00:37:32,292 --> 00:37:35,337 - Do we have a-- - What the fuck did you say to my brother? 649 00:37:35,420 --> 00:37:37,673 - Excuse me? - Show up out of nowhere, 650 00:37:37,756 --> 00:37:39,424 get in his mind, say who the fuck knows what 651 00:37:39,508 --> 00:37:41,551 until suddenly he thinks he has no way out of-- 652 00:37:41,635 --> 00:37:43,345 Oh-- Okay. My God. 653 00:37:45,013 --> 00:37:46,682 Can I just... 654 00:37:47,683 --> 00:37:49,685 I-I was so sorry when I heard what happened. 655 00:37:49,768 --> 00:37:51,937 Why were you even there? Hmm? 656 00:37:52,020 --> 00:37:53,647 You didn't exist for Shane at school, and I know that, 657 00:37:53,730 --> 00:37:54,731 he never mentioned you once. 658 00:37:54,815 --> 00:37:57,859 To be fair, seeing the counselor 659 00:37:57,943 --> 00:38:02,739 is not always gonna be something a student talks about at home, right? 660 00:38:02,823 --> 00:38:05,325 You're telling me he fucking came to see you? 661 00:38:05,409 --> 00:38:08,412 HIPAA requirements say I can't tell you anything. 662 00:38:08,495 --> 00:38:10,038 I'm sorry. 663 00:38:10,122 --> 00:38:12,124 But whether he did or didn't, 664 00:38:12,207 --> 00:38:15,043 with a student body of 600 kids, 665 00:38:15,127 --> 00:38:17,295 being generally aware of all of them 666 00:38:17,379 --> 00:38:20,173 and their various struggles, 667 00:38:20,257 --> 00:38:23,051 yeah, that was my job. 668 00:38:24,344 --> 00:38:25,971 Why'd you go to the prison? 669 00:38:26,054 --> 00:38:28,223 To offer my support-- 670 00:38:28,306 --> 00:38:31,393 No, I want to know what kind of apocalyptic shit you said to him. 671 00:38:31,476 --> 00:38:34,604 Besides that, fucking Oliver St. Ledger sees you for therapy, which is-- 672 00:38:34,688 --> 00:38:36,940 I just don't really know how to wrap my mind around that, actually. 673 00:38:37,024 --> 00:38:38,942 So he told you that, but he didn't tell you what else we talked about? 674 00:38:39,026 --> 00:38:41,611 Okay, he's figuring things out, he's taking fucking classes 675 00:38:41,695 --> 00:38:44,948 and then here you are, and a month later he kills himself. 676 00:38:46,783 --> 00:38:50,829 A-And you think talking to me had something to do with that? 677 00:38:50,912 --> 00:38:53,165 I do, and I think I have a lot of questions 678 00:38:53,248 --> 00:38:55,042 that I'm gonna ask to whoever's responsible 679 00:38:55,125 --> 00:38:57,252 for you having a license to talk to anybody, okay? 680 00:38:57,335 --> 00:38:59,838 So just know that's what's gonna be happening. 681 00:38:59,921 --> 00:39:01,506 Well, then maybe also ask them if they think 682 00:39:01,590 --> 00:39:03,717 someone without a baseline of mental instability 683 00:39:03,800 --> 00:39:05,719 and history of emotional detachment in the home 684 00:39:05,802 --> 00:39:08,847 can be goaded into suicide by one casual conversation 685 00:39:08,930 --> 00:39:11,308 with a sympathetic relative stranger. 686 00:39:13,643 --> 00:39:17,230 Oh, this is such an awful thing. 687 00:39:17,314 --> 00:39:20,067 Look, I-I understand 688 00:39:20,150 --> 00:39:22,402 needing to explain it away somehow. 689 00:39:22,486 --> 00:39:25,530 But when an already mentally vulnerable person 690 00:39:25,614 --> 00:39:28,450 is put into such a challenging environment, 691 00:39:28,533 --> 00:39:31,661 at an age where they're still struggling with coping skills, 692 00:39:31,745 --> 00:39:34,748 and with the idea that the future even exists, 693 00:39:34,831 --> 00:39:37,501 not to mention a support system at home 694 00:39:37,584 --> 00:39:39,336 that just isn't up to the task in a real-- 695 00:39:41,505 --> 00:39:43,215 Jesus fuck! 696 00:39:46,885 --> 00:39:51,306 So... as soon as court opens tomorrow, 697 00:39:51,389 --> 00:39:55,102 I'm gonna file a temporary ex parte order of protection against you. 698 00:39:55,185 --> 00:39:56,520 And just to make it final-- 699 00:39:56,603 --> 00:39:57,979 - Fuck you! - Okay. 700 00:40:11,368 --> 00:40:13,120 Did Mom go to sleep? 701 00:40:14,121 --> 00:40:15,747 She went to her room. 702 00:40:15,831 --> 00:40:18,625 I'm sure she's not sleeping. Nobody sleeps in this house. 703 00:40:18,708 --> 00:40:20,585 Obviously. 704 00:40:29,928 --> 00:40:32,848 Okay. Talk show, old movie, infomercial, 705 00:40:32,931 --> 00:40:35,225 - or-- - Where do you think Shane is now? 706 00:40:36,476 --> 00:40:38,061 Shit. 707 00:40:38,145 --> 00:40:40,730 I'm gonna need a drink or ten for that conversation. 708 00:40:40,814 --> 00:40:44,609 Megan, I don't want to talk about heaven or whatever, okay? 709 00:40:44,693 --> 00:40:46,361 Because you don't think he's-- 710 00:40:46,444 --> 00:40:50,949 If there is a place he is, I hope that everything makes sense to him, 711 00:40:51,032 --> 00:40:52,909 that he doesn't hurt any more. 712 00:40:52,993 --> 00:40:54,995 Okay? 713 00:40:55,078 --> 00:40:57,164 Me, too. 714 00:40:57,247 --> 00:41:00,292 Also I wish there was a place like that for Mom to go. 715 00:41:03,128 --> 00:41:07,007 Yeah, I mean, Mom's still alive, but I get what you're saying. 716 00:41:09,885 --> 00:41:11,887 I saw him that night. 717 00:41:13,763 --> 00:41:15,265 What does that mean? 718 00:41:17,017 --> 00:41:19,603 Mom and Dad went to Holy Spirit purse bingo 719 00:41:19,686 --> 00:41:23,315 and he was supposed to come home after practice and make dinner, 720 00:41:23,398 --> 00:41:25,734 but he didn't, 721 00:41:25,817 --> 00:41:28,069 so I made it, 722 00:41:28,153 --> 00:41:30,697 and I saw him get dropped off. 723 00:41:32,699 --> 00:41:34,868 By a car that I saw. 724 00:41:36,620 --> 00:41:38,705 Whose car it was... 725 00:41:39,915 --> 00:41:42,959 Okay, and... Okay, well, d-did Shane know this? 726 00:41:43,043 --> 00:41:45,086 - Yes. - When? 727 00:41:46,087 --> 00:41:48,506 - Right when he came inside. - Okay, and what did he say? 728 00:41:48,590 --> 00:41:50,800 H-He said he was home the whole time. 729 00:41:50,884 --> 00:41:54,888 And he never asked you to say anything later to anybody, ever? 730 00:41:56,473 --> 00:41:58,808 I thought he would. 731 00:41:59,851 --> 00:42:03,021 I was waiting, but he never did. 732 00:42:05,440 --> 00:42:07,609 Why didn't he want me to? 733 00:42:08,902 --> 00:42:10,987 You know what? Maybe he was... 734 00:42:11,988 --> 00:42:16,076 ...afraid, yeah, of you bringing Oliver into it, 735 00:42:16,159 --> 00:42:17,410 and of Oliver's family. 736 00:42:17,494 --> 00:42:21,331 Of what they might do, t-to us, to you. 737 00:42:21,414 --> 00:42:22,916 I mean, who-who knows? 738 00:42:22,999 --> 00:42:25,168 With people who can be... 739 00:42:25,252 --> 00:42:27,671 what they are. 740 00:42:27,754 --> 00:42:31,091 You feel guilty? For not saying? 741 00:42:32,092 --> 00:42:34,010 Don't. 742 00:42:34,886 --> 00:42:35,929 Okay? 743 00:42:36,012 --> 00:42:38,181 It wouldn't have made any difference. 744 00:42:38,265 --> 00:42:40,892 It still would've all happened the exact same way, 745 00:42:40,976 --> 00:42:42,102 and you couldn't have stopped it. 746 00:42:42,185 --> 00:42:44,479 So, please, please... 747 00:42:45,814 --> 00:42:47,607 ...don't let it derail your life. 748 00:42:49,567 --> 00:42:52,821 Okay? Come here. 749 00:43:21,266 --> 00:43:24,936 - Ms. Martin? - One of them. 750 00:43:26,438 --> 00:43:28,064 Which one are you? 751 00:43:29,441 --> 00:43:30,567 Shyla. 752 00:43:30,650 --> 00:43:32,652 Is your mom Kristi? Is she here, too? 753 00:43:32,736 --> 00:43:34,362 She's not here at the moment. 754 00:43:34,446 --> 00:43:36,031 And you live here, with her? 755 00:43:36,114 --> 00:43:37,907 Rub it in, why don't ya? 756 00:43:39,034 --> 00:43:41,328 So, uh, you're Shane's sister? 757 00:43:41,411 --> 00:43:43,288 Hey, can I ask a question? 758 00:43:43,371 --> 00:43:45,332 Yes, we are here to ask people questions 759 00:43:45,415 --> 00:43:47,709 about a guy named Oliver St. Ledger. 760 00:43:48,793 --> 00:43:50,795 Specifically, about the possible revenge killing 761 00:43:50,879 --> 00:43:53,089 of a guy named Oliver St. Ledger. 762 00:43:53,173 --> 00:43:55,008 We spoke to Annette Sparling. She gave us your address. 763 00:43:55,091 --> 00:43:57,635 Does your sister live here, too? 764 00:43:57,719 --> 00:44:01,848 Megan or Ciara Wyse? W-Which one do you call her? 765 00:44:04,392 --> 00:44:07,937 Look, I don't know where Megan lives, okay? 766 00:44:08,021 --> 00:44:10,065 I don't even know where she is. 767 00:44:11,775 --> 00:44:13,860 Or if she's ever coming back. 768 00:44:31,628 --> 00:44:33,129 Hey. 769 00:44:37,675 --> 00:44:39,886 I've just been sitting here watching you breathe. 770 00:44:42,931 --> 00:44:44,974 You're Megan. 771 00:44:45,058 --> 00:44:47,644 You're Shane's sister. 772 00:44:49,479 --> 00:44:51,022 Yeah. 773 00:44:57,153 --> 00:44:59,239 The day that Paul Sparling died... 774 00:45:00,448 --> 00:45:02,450 ...I saw you. 775 00:45:03,952 --> 00:45:06,579 And I knew that you were lying. 776 00:45:08,665 --> 00:45:11,793 But I was no one, compared to you and your family. 777 00:45:15,046 --> 00:45:17,424 And there was nothing that I could do. 778 00:45:20,927 --> 00:45:25,014 And it just kept spinning out of control, my whole life. 779 00:45:25,098 --> 00:45:29,269 Even so many years later, spinning out of control. 780 00:45:29,352 --> 00:45:31,604 And I wanted to hurt you. 781 00:45:33,440 --> 00:45:35,984 I really, really wanted to hurt you. 782 00:45:38,361 --> 00:45:40,530 And so I made a plan. 783 00:45:43,074 --> 00:45:45,076 But then I started to know you. 784 00:45:46,077 --> 00:45:48,163 And I saw... 785 00:45:48,246 --> 00:45:50,415 how lonely you were. 786 00:45:52,292 --> 00:45:54,419 That I didn't need to do anything to ruin your life 787 00:45:54,502 --> 00:45:57,130 because you were doing that on your own. 788 00:46:02,260 --> 00:46:05,305 I really wanted to tell you the truth. 789 00:46:06,931 --> 00:46:09,976 I-I had so many opportunities to tell you the truth and I didn't. 790 00:46:18,359 --> 00:46:20,195 I'm sorry. 791 00:46:23,865 --> 00:46:25,783 I am sorry. 792 00:46:25,867 --> 00:46:27,577 He was my best friend. 793 00:46:27,660 --> 00:46:29,537 And your brother, 794 00:46:29,621 --> 00:46:31,498 he didn't deserve that. 795 00:46:34,709 --> 00:46:36,920 You brother didn't do anything wrong. 796 00:46:37,003 --> 00:46:39,172 It was me. 797 00:46:41,508 --> 00:46:43,301 I know that. 798 00:46:45,887 --> 00:46:47,805 I knew that. 799 00:46:51,684 --> 00:46:53,561 But thank you for saying that. 800 00:46:53,645 --> 00:46:56,189 Because I think I really needed... 801 00:46:56,272 --> 00:46:58,233 you to say that to me. 802 00:47:04,948 --> 00:47:07,242 And I'm so in love with you. 803 00:47:09,369 --> 00:47:10,954 I'm so in love with you. 804 00:47:11,037 --> 00:47:12,247 Yeah? 805 00:47:12,330 --> 00:47:14,082 Yeah. 806 00:47:39,065 --> 00:47:42,110 Can't say that I am surprised that you're a Tom Petty fan, 807 00:47:42,193 --> 00:47:44,487 but if I hear another Tom Petty song in the next million years, 808 00:47:44,571 --> 00:47:46,197 it'll be too fucking soon. 809 00:47:46,281 --> 00:47:48,366 When was Tom Petty bothering you? 810 00:47:48,449 --> 00:47:50,618 When I was driving and you were sleeping, 811 00:47:50,702 --> 00:47:54,289 or when I was driving and you were sleeping? 812 00:47:56,499 --> 00:48:01,504 So, do we think Megan Martin, slash Ciara Wyse, 813 00:48:01,588 --> 00:48:06,050 is somewhere in the world, with or without Oliver Kennedy? 814 00:48:06,134 --> 00:48:08,428 Yeah, we don't know that. 815 00:48:08,511 --> 00:48:11,723 I said "we think," not "we know." 816 00:48:12,974 --> 00:48:15,476 But you do agree that that's the first road we should go down tomorrow? 817 00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:17,437 Okay, yeah, it's the first road, but it's not the only road-- 818 00:48:26,070 --> 00:48:28,531 ♪ One, two ♪ 819 00:48:28,615 --> 00:48:30,617 {\an8}♪ ♪ 820 00:48:45,131 --> 00:48:48,301 {\an8}♪ You better watch what you say ♪ 821 00:48:49,761 --> 00:48:53,056 {\an8}♪ You better watch what you do to me ♪ 822 00:48:54,057 --> 00:48:56,726 {\an8}♪ Don't get carried away ♪ 823 00:48:57,935 --> 00:49:01,689 {\an8}♪ Girl, if you can do better than me ♪ 824 00:49:01,773 --> 00:49:03,566 {\an8}♪ Go ♪ 825 00:49:05,360 --> 00:49:07,695 {\an8}♪ Yeah, go ♪ 826 00:49:09,030 --> 00:49:10,657 {\an8}♪ But remember ♪ 827 00:49:10,740 --> 00:49:14,118 {\an8}♪ Good love is hard to find ♪ 828 00:49:14,202 --> 00:49:17,705 {\an8}♪ Good love is hard to find ♪ 829 00:49:17,789 --> 00:49:20,208 {\an8}♪ You got lucky, babe ♪ 830 00:49:22,001 --> 00:49:24,712 {\an8}♪ You got lucky, babe ♪ 831 00:49:25,838 --> 00:49:28,174 {\an8}♪ When I found you ♪ 832 00:49:35,807 --> 00:49:38,643 {\an8}♪ You put a hand on my cheek ♪ 833 00:49:40,103 --> 00:49:43,064 {\an8}♪ And then you turned your eyes away ♪ 834 00:49:44,190 --> 00:49:46,609 {\an8}♪ If you don't feel complete ♪ 835 00:49:48,194 --> 00:49:51,614 {\an8}♪ If I don't take you all of the way ♪ 836 00:49:51,698 --> 00:49:53,658 {\an8}♪ Then go ♪ 837 00:49:55,201 --> 00:49:57,662 {\an8}♪ Yeah, go ♪ 838 00:49:59,080 --> 00:50:00,748 {\an8}♪ But remember ♪ 839 00:50:00,832 --> 00:50:04,043 {\an8}♪ Good love is hard to find ♪ 840 00:50:05,044 --> 00:50:08,172 {\an8}♪ Good love is hard to find ♪ 841 00:50:08,256 --> 00:50:10,508 {\an8}♪ You got lucky, babe ♪ 842 00:50:12,260 --> 00:50:14,887 {\an8}♪ You got lucky, babe ♪ 843 00:50:15,972 --> 00:50:18,641 {\an8}♪ When I found you ♪♪